Thursday, The Man and I decided to rescue a cat that had walked into his worksite as if he owned the place. In fact, we surmised that the previous renters did abandon him there and he was just too sweet of a cat to leave to the whims of fate. We struggled for a couple of hours with the idea of the commitment and what it would mean to The Boy, and in the end, I brought him home in the car.
When I went to pick up The Boy, he was overjoyed once he understood what was happening, and was jumping up and down with excitement. I, too, was excited, as I had missed the thought of a little furball to cuddle with in the evenings, someone to come home to…
We bought the requisite pet stuff, and I caught The Boy laying on the floor with him more than once, just petting him as they lay parallel to each other. It was incredibly sweet.
And then yesterday, reality caught up with me, and reminded me why I hadn’t had cats in the house since The Boy was in preschool… My allergies reared up and smacked me in the face. I was miserable. And then to make matters worse, our bedroom overnight was probably in the 80s, temperature-wise, because we have to keep the door closed so the cat won’t be in my face, making it impossible to breathe. And when the door is closed, the antiquated A/C cannot physically push any cool air into that room. Miserable upon miserable.
And before you say, “Just get Claritin/Zyrtec/Allegra/whatever-OTC-med-most-people-take-for-allergies,” there’s a funny story about that… I’m allergic to allergy meds. They make me break out in hives. Yep, I’ve been on this merry-go-round before and it is not fun.
And I am KICKING myself for getting myself into this all over again because now I have broken The Boy’s heart.
Thank you monthly hormones, for amplifying this crazy mommy-guilt to an inhuman level. The Boy is actually doing OK with the probability that we will have to find “Raphael” a new home. He’s processing, but he is not being dramatic and blubbery as I kind of expected. He’s actually trying to offer solutions, albeit not entirely rational ones.
And I am sad because Raphael really is just the sweetest cat, and he and I could have really gotten along well together if my immune system didn’t believe he was killing me.
Now I just need to find an adult cat a new home (easy, right?) and make things better for my autistic son who obsesses about cats, and has for years (also a no-brainer, right?), while reassuring myself that this situation can’t be helped (while I just *smh* at myself inside my head).